Is there anything wrong with loving someone so much that you want to spend time with them? All I can do is pray that God will bring her back to us. She is such a wonderful and sweet baby.
I never understood what people meant when they say, "Oh there is nothing like having grand babies!" Well, now I know. It's a love that can't be described. The feelings you didn't know you had comes bubbling up and you just can't help but give kisses and hugs all the time. Don't get me wrong, we did all this for our own children but for some reason being a grand parent the love is deeper - if that makes any sense.
I find myself looking at things different. Even my sense of smell is different. I want my baby girl to see the world in a way that my children didn't see it. I want her to experience life on a new level than me or my children did. I'm constantly trying to find new books to read or a new craft idea to make. Gosh, even looking up new recipes to make with her.
Well, as time goes by not seeing her, I just keep storing all these recipes, crafts ideas, stories and photos away until we can see each again. I pray that each day that goes by, God is bringing us that much closer to her. All we can do is put her in His hands.
